My life is in boxes.
We've sold a lot of things (Lottie's bed), and my heart is anxious,
and breaking and excited with every single beat.
I don't sleep much these days; saying goodbye is the worst.
I avoid it at all costs, and boxing stuff up is also the worst.
Christian and I have decided on our 2017-18
theme and will reveal it next week at our
Back to School Feast on the Ranch.
I have been reciting it over and over and over again in my head because
it gives me so much comfort and faith,
and I know it will do the same for the Little Nies.
I've also been saying this to myself and my family:
I can do this, we can do this, I can do this, we can do this,
I can do this,
we can do this, I can do this,
we can do this.
